Who i am and No pretensions

This blog is about me - what I do, what I believe in and everything about me. This blog speaks candidly about who I am and what I am. Here is a place where I can be me. No pretensions, only pure and simple Jason A. Basihan.

During the town fiesta in Tanauan Leyte 2012 and i am proud of myself that i belong to this event . Even sometimes theirs a problem with in my part that i have never expect.

Mr. Tanauan 2012  top 5 and i'm in the 4th rank on this contest my family is proud to me because of my achievement 
in my life.

This picture used in the  Tanauan Plaza "Poster" During the Mr. Tanauan 2012

Best in PRODUCTION NUMBER during the Mr. Tanauan 2012

 During our pictorial from Green food court in Brgy. Malaguicay Tanauan Leyte.

During the Fiesta in Brgy. Sto Nino Tanauan Leyte, i receive two awards at that night, Best in Gigolo and Best in Swim Wear.

Before the event happen we have time for pictorial @ Green Food Court.

@ Green food Court after our pictorials we are having our  food-trip :) 

 "Sports Wear"  awarded

 Mr.& Ms. Sport fest  Production number at EVSU-TC Tanauan Campus

@ Q & A During the Sports fest 2012  @ EVSU-TC in the contest sometimes we can develop our talents, skills and we gain self confidence

We are waiting for the Results

·       MY PERSONALITY COLOR

·       You are a rescuer and love to be needed but one of your lessons is to learn to love yourself first - you live from your heart and are always busy putting the needs of others first.

·       You can be rigid - you like to stick to what is familiar to you and it is hard to sway you from your path - you stubbornly do things your way even if there is a better way.

·       You need to have direction & order in your living and work spaces - untidiness and unpredictability overwhelm you.

·       You don't like to draw attention to yourself - you prefer to be in the background.

·       While you don't like to have discord or conflict in your life, you are often the cause of conflict with others; you can be quite manipulative but in a very subtle way.

·       You make a loyal and faithful marriage partner and you are an honest, trustworthy and sincere friend. You form strong attachments, but risk a tendency to become codependent.

·       You can be quite emotional, aware of others feelings and sensitive to the moods of others.

·       You are sentimental and love things from the past. You cry easily at sad movies.

·       You compare the present to the past, looking to authority figures, parents, bosses or other leaders, to support your beliefs about the world.

·       You are approachable and friendly, always making people feel welcome in your life.

·       You have a thirst for knowledge in order to gain wisdom and appear knowledgeable in whatever area interests you.

·       You are spiritual or religious with a high degree of devotion to family, God, or other causes that are important to you.

·       You can be too cautious and worry about every little thing.

·       If reacting negatively, you are prone to self-pity.

My another extra income when i was in college, as ENCODER even at night when my uncle call me every for  many documents needs to be filled and His also a priest Fr. Ocana his resident in Tolosa, Leyte.

When i was #rd Year college until i graduate I've work as a STUDENT ASSISTANT in our University library. I love this job Because of the people i encounter and with different personality, and i feel comfortable with this office because of my mentors, Mrs. Yoland Cabo and Mrs. Liezel Maceda they are very supportive to me and giving some advice  i really say that they are very kind person and my aspiration.

IDENTITY

I am not complaining, nor am I protesting either. It is sometimes advantageous to be unseen, although it is most often rather wearing on the nerves. Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life, but define yourself. We often find ourselves living FOR an identity (acceptance, success, fame, money, perception), not FROM our God-given identity. Through His Word, God shows us over and over who we are, who we have become and are becoming if we have put our faith and hope in God.

                                                               

Girl in my life na nagpabago ng buhay ko.
Nothing is perfect. Life is messy. Relationships are complex. Outcomes are uncertain. People are irrational.

This is my College close friends. "BS-Marketing"
I only entertain very close friends.
I was an intimate sort of child who never spoke up in groups. I preferred close friends.
Dito ko narasan ang buhay na malaya ako, sa lahat ng bisyo ko nasubukan ko dahil sa aking mga kaibigan, minsan sila yong nasasadalan ng mga problema ko sa buhay. My close friends here is Mr. Mark Jeffrey "Epple" Severino

   JOB'S

This is my Co-worker in Robinson's Department store 2010-2011

“I like work: it fascinates me. I can sit and look at it for hours.” 

“I am focused on the work. I am constantly creating. I am a busy boy. I live and breathe my work. I love what I do. I believe in the message. There's no stopping. I didn't create the fame, the fame created me.” 

My Co-workmates in Robinson's Department Store during the Christmas Party @ Le Jardin Tacloban City

Thank you all the PEOPLE in my life for just being who they are. You make me who I am.

During the Screening in modeling in Star Image Company @ Alejandro Hotel Tacloban, CityTo achieve greatness you only need 2 things: your mind and a dream.

In  order to make the most out of your life, you must first take control of your life and not let people's opinions or your past negative experiences shape the direction your life is headed in. Once you do that, just set your mind on your goal, reach for the stars and you will accomplish your dreams!

leadership is about taking responsibility, not making excuses.

@ EVSU Carigara Campus During our monthly assembly Federation Student Government , with my Co-Officers.

 A leader is best when people barely know he exists, when his work is done, his aim fulfilled, they will say, we did it ourselves. A competent leader can get efficient service from poor troops, while on the contrary an incapable leader can demoralize the best of troops. A good leader is a person who takes a little more than his share of the blame and a little less than his share of the credit. 

• Best friends are people you know you don’t need to talk to every single day. You don’t even need to talk to each other for weeks, but when you do, it’s like you never stopped talking.
• Best friends: the ones you can only be mad at for so long because you have important things to tell them.
• Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the ones that stay are the ones that glow
• A friend is someone who understand your past, believes in your future, and accepts you today just the way you are.

SSG & FSG President Danilo Royeras Amata Jr. and me @ Kfc Robinson's Tacloban

A true friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else.

My Best Friend Teacher in EVSU- Tanauan Ms. Laida Sherbet Del Pilar
it isn't someone who teaches something, but someone who inspires the student to give of her best in order to discover what she already knows.”

Ms. Christine Alfonso and I
A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.

Federation Student Government of Eastern Visayas State University 
“Leaders instill in their people a hope for success and a belief in themselves. Positive leaders empower people to accomplish their goals.”

Graduation Picture 2012-2013

 Success is stumbling from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm.

“I'm a success today because I had a friend who believed in me and I didn't have the heart to let him down.” 

My Life in manila @ Club Filipino Green hills,  San Juan

Atty. Marwill Nacor Llasos during the Harapan 2013 at La Consolacion College with his staff and i.

@ Solar News 

A Meaningful Life is not being Rich, being Popular, being highly educated or being perfect. It Is about being real, being humble, being strong and being able to share ourselves and touch the lives of others. It Is only then that we could have a full, happy and contented life.
@Dragonlink Makati,City

@ Abs-Cbn  DZMM Teleradyo During the Interview of Atty. Marwill Nacor Llasos, Early morning

My ambition to have Family Picture

This is my mom Cristina "Resting" Udtohan Abino, Our first picture.
i know sometimes she will give up to her life but instead giving up or losing her hopes to her children that someday , i hope we can settle our family issue, i will promise that all my sacrifices in my studies and even im far from you, i wont forget my priority as your son.
I LOVE YOU MOM!   
I know sometimes you get tired to  live in this world,   I'm here you another child to care of you, maybe soon i can  find a better job for our future , well,  and i hope one day  i will comfort you ,  Mom! I know I sometimes i become disruptive or bastard I was,  but I do  to prove to you that mistakes in my life will changed it .because, i have  my ambition in my  life and I did'nt share all my problems and hatred to my own family , we do not have time  to each one another, I hope not too late,  thanks to all the reminders that have you given to me.
Making Mistakes with them
"Impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. and When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way”  
My mother was the most beautiful woman I ever saw. All I am I owe to my mother. I attribute all my success in life to the moral, intellectual and physical education I received from her.

This is my dad Cirilo "Liling" Alvarez Basihan
I have wishing that one day we have a happy family  loving each other, understanding between the parent and his children.Hopefully in the future ,you will feel how its very important to us, I hope you will realized our sacrifices to make this family happy and complete, ever seen I was not happy, all the time But i remember this ,because you are my family, i hope you will change for yourself. I let you know that your children is still here for you, I hope you take care of your health . almost 16 years unseen shared the same house, and I hope not too late for them. Tay! I love you even though I didn't to have told you, and even sometimes ipinapahiya mo ako, to your  friends that time I feel that I'm not your son its like another person, but all of them is for the benefits of our family, because I dreamed and it also carried the request would also be less happy.
"It is easier for a father to have children than for children to have a real father."

1st picture namin ng mga pinsan ko sa leyte, libing ng kapated to last March 2013, that very prostrating part of my life na nangyari before my graduation day namatay ate ko. 

Unexpected Relationship

Pagkakamali.
Minsan kailangan natin pagisipan lahat ng ginagawa at gagawin natin, sabi nga nila "nasa huli ang pagsisisi" Pero pano kung dumating yung oras na naipit ka na sa sitwasyon at wala ka ng magawa o kaya naman alam mong mali pero ginusto mo dahil gusto nya, dahil mahal mo sya…

Sa lahat ng ginawa ko sa buhay ko isa lang yung pinagsisisihan ko, yung ay yung mahalin ka at ibigay ang lahat, lahat binigay ko hangang wala ng natira para sa sarili ko.

nung mawala ka, hindi man lang nagpaalam, hindi man lang sinabi ang rason kung bat ka-aalis. ganun ganun na lang ba talaga yun?

SABI MO MAHAL MO AKO. NASAn NA PAGAMAMAHAL MO NGAYON?

SABI MO HINDI MO AKO IIWAN. NASAN KA NA NGAYON?

SINABI MO LANG BA LAHAT NG YUN PARA MAPANIWALA AKO SAYO AT PARA MAKUHA MO GUSTO MO?

ako naman ‘tong si tanga at naniwala at binigay ang lahat lahat.

Tanga ako dahil minahal kita, tanga ako dahil pinaniwalaan kita na mahal mo rin ako.

Ngayong wala ka na, ngayong tapos na ang lahat, huli na ang lahat…. ngayon ko lang na isip, bat ko pa yun ginawa? bat pa ikaw?

Kung pwede lang sana, ibabalik ko ang lahat lahat.

MAHIRAP TANGAPiN ANG MGA NGYARI….

MASAKIT PAG NAAALALA…

MAHIRAP PAG NAKIKITA KO KAYONG MAGKASAMA….

ANO PA MAGAGAWA KO? TAPOS NA, NGYARI NA… "WE LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES"

pero masaya ka na ngayon, papakawalan na lang kita, masakit man o mahirap MAHAL KITA EH! lahat gagawin ko.


hahaha.................... i found this letter! sino kaya siya????